How can i get over her?

youve been strong enough to write it all out on here so...you ARE strong enough to move on...concentrate on looking after your new woman and YOUR new baby..when the baby arrives you will be the proudest man on earth and youl soon forget the other woman..you will be too busy looking after mam and baby to think of anything else..a whole new life is there for you..take it and enjoy..good luck bud